Saturday, 24 November 2007

Get set go...

A lot many days have passed since I ever updated this blog. I started this blog with an intention to put up my life on the internet so that I can keep myself updated with my life. I had an aim to ensure that I am moving on the right paths and I keep this life moving well. I also wished that I can tell the world about my activities. Well, due to heavy engagements in life, I have not been update the blog. Further, due to the internet limitations of 1 GB usage, which is too less, I stop myself from doing this work. Well, life has been a beautiful bed of thorns, as always. Lots of tensions, lots of problems, lots of confusions and all that stuff. I have been engaged in lots of activities that make me very busy in work. I just thought I will update my daily cycle now

The day begins little late, however, although I am on the bed, I wont be asleep. Every thought about what may happen today, specially, what is going to happen in the share markets, worries me a lot. Although, physically I get up around 7.30 or 8, I am awake by 5.30 , 4.30, 3.30 or sometimes, I hardly sleep. After getting up, I rush out of the house as soon as possible because of many limitations at home. I usually move to the college. Further, I am preoccupied with the market movements, buying, selling, etc. Alongwith this, I am also supposed to study for my CA Examinations which are one of the toughest tests in the world. I also need to look up my BCom examinations which are going on now. With all this, I also do my LIC work and Mutual Fund selling too. I am also a distributor for Reliance Money Demat accounts and so, I am also supposed to spend time for this work too. Not just this, these days, I have also started preparing for the NCFM Examinations (NSE's Certification in Financial Markets). This is getting tough each moment

With all these preoccupations, I also need to spend time with friends and family

Recently, one of my client, Prof S B Nadagouda was surprised to know that I am an active LIC Agent and I do it alongwith my studies. He would me more surprised to read this blog and know that I am engaged in many such activities

I am now planning to get more serious about my activities. I am in talks with some people for a business plan. I think I will be geting started with the project sooner. I have also applied for internships with DSP Merill Lynch, BNP Paribas, Goldman Sachhs, etc and awaiting their responses

In simple, life is yet again a big ocean with lots of things. Opportunities, hurdles, problems, solutions, ease, difficulty and all that

I am swimming along to reach my goals, reach them, set new goals and again get set to reach them

All I can say is GET SET GO !!!

Friday, 9 November 2007

Things looking dull...

Well, the CA Exams are over. I have not performed well and I am sure I will have to find a well when the results are out. I dont understand why life is at such a testing phase and nothing is moving fine. Neither am I able to study nor am I able to work nor am I able to concentrate nor am I doing anything. For that matter, I am almost like a helpless dog lying on the streets. Everything seems impossible. Stress, frustration, humiliation, pain ahve increased to such an extent that I have become paralyzed with them. Whats happening? Why am I sleeping? Where has all that energy gone? These are just some questions for which I have been finding answers from the past 1 year but have not been successful. Life has taken a totally different shape these days. Well, let me wait and watch where this path is leading me...

Sunday, 4 November 2007

After a long time...

After a very long time, I am writing this blog post. All these I was not able to blog. Reason- I was either busy or I was lazy. Things seem very difficult. Life is moving on average lines. Lot of financial adjustments, commitments, etc. And with all this, my CA exams too have begun. Already completed 3 exams. Another 3 to go. No personal interest at all. All the hope, interest, etc is lost and nothing remains alive. Not even a single exam went fine. It pains a lot to feel all this but there is no option which I can exercise either. I have to suffer for all these pains. And yes, I have faced another very crucial problem in life. It was almost going to be a big blunder. Thanks to people that it was solved before it would give an end to my life. I can never forgive myself for all that has happened. All I can do is beg the God to forgive me. I know that I moved on some wrong paths. But those were situations that drove me. But today, I am happy that, with God's grace and his support, I have overcome such mistakes by doing right things

We can not change the wrongs done by us and be good because facts can't be changed. Yesterday has gone. Be it good or bad, happy or sad, beautiful or ugly, be it whatever, its over. Yesterday come to an end. It will never come
But then, there is a tomorrow waiting for you. A tomorrow which you can keep good, happy and beautiful too. We can't change the facts of yesterday but we can build a strong today. And this strong today will make our tomorrow so strong that yesterday will lose its significance. And one fine tomorrow, you will find that, that bad yesterday has died. All that waits is a happy tomorrow

This is what I have learnt from this terrible experience. No one around me knows this because I never made anyone feel that I was ever in such a condition. I kept everything to myself and went on. A million thanks to people who helped me in solving this problem. And my heads down to the lord's feet for his support in such times. There are some serious changes that I have inculcated in life. I shall get stronger on these and start revealing them with time